mission: to go, in a swimsuit, into the public pool, for a short period of time, before returning to the safety of my prison.
I do not have to have fun (although I'm not opposed to it.) I do not have to feel confident. I do not have to obsess about anything, and I do not have to keep from obsessing. all I want to do is turn "I haven't been in a pool in roughly seven years" into "I haven't been in a pool in a couple of hours." that's it.
report pending.