11/23/05 - 3:07 p.m.
stop me if you've heard this one.
04/18/05 - 3:06 p.m.
here.
01/03/04 - 9:33 p.m.
I don't make sense; I make scarves.
01/03/04 - 4:08 p.m.
my dog won't bite if you sit real still.
01/02/04 - 1:25 p.m.
short and short.
12/31/04 - 11:37 a.m.
if I tell you what you want to hear...
12/27/04 - 5:45 p.m.
the entry you'll need until next Christmas to finish...
12/21/04 - 7:56 p.m.
somewhat better.
12/21/04 - 2:52 p.m.
hold on. hold onto yourself. for this is gonna hurt like hell.
12/20/04 - 8:28 p.m.
peter, paul, another mary, bob dylan, and joan of arcadia.
12/17/04 - 12:38 p.m.
& I had a quarter!
12/14/04 - 4:21 p.m.
in which I start to journal, stop, start to dialogue, stop, resume journalling, & wholly fall apart.
12/12/04 - 6:52 p.m.
try not to be distracted by the flying pigs. you want a paper? extra, extra: hell has frozen over.
12/12/04 - 4:54 p.m.
sucks to be sick of sick sucking.
12/12/04 - 11:11 a.m.
at the tone, I will be disproportionately contented by the time. beep.
12/10/04 - 11:57 a.m.
this is not how I meant to feel.
12/09/04 - 1:56 p.m.
why is the cement getting closer?
12/09/04 - 9:32 a.m.
gone crushin'
12/07/04 - 4:34 p.m.
as a daisy in may.
12/07/04 - 6:45 a.m.
asleep and sleepless.
12/01/04 - 2:09 p.m.
on my way. on my way.
11/29/04 - 2:45 a.m.
recent migraine sources.
11/27/04 - 6:14 p.m.
ewwck.
11/27/04 - 9:56 a.m.
tanksgiving: the giving of tanks.
11/23/04 - 10:45 p.m.
I'll be the girl hibernating in the corner.
11/23/04 - 5:31 p.m.
down on me.
11/19/04 - 9:22 a.m.
Helen folded her napkin.^
11/16/04 - 12:05 p.m.
points of disinterest.
11/13/04 - 5:16 a.m.
tiger tiger.
11/12/04 - 8:15 p.m.
I still love you.
11/10/04 - 10:05 p.m.
superheroic feats & other reasons to feel squeeful.
11/07/04 - 11:04 a.m.
it's not a misnomer.
11/05/04 - 10:23 p.m.
praise love. (and the crayon in the coffee.)
11/04/04 - 10:25 a.m.
past dignity.
11/03/04 - 6:39 p.m.
heartland.
11/03/04 - 10:13 a.m.
you bet your life it is.
11/01/04 - 9:18 p.m.
and then this.
11/01/04 - 10:47 a.m.
a pirate's life is the life for me.
10/28/04 - 7:11 p.m.
why should you learn of war or pain?
10/28/04 - 3:00 p.m.
got enough guilt to start. my own religion.
10/28/04 - 12:32 p.m.
exclusive diaryland update.
10/24/04 - 11:10 p.m.
if I had a million dollars. (I'd give them to her. and I'd still ramble.)
10/21/04 - 8:08 p.m.
no words to convey.
10/19/04 - 10:49 p.m.
don't worry. I will eventually un-disappear.
10/12/04 - 10:51 p.m.
you know the drill, right? is this description really necessary?
10/11/04 - 9:32 p.m.
damn the drama.
10/11/04 - 9:04 p.m.
free to a good home.
10/11/04 - 11:19 a.m.
whine, no cheese.
10/10/04 - 8:10 p.m.
back in the bastard phase.
10/09/04 - 3:00 a.m.
random rambling.
10/08/04 - 4:40 p.m.
step-by-step hucklebuck.
10/07/04 - 8:40 p.m.
when you fuck with one sister, you fuck with three.
10/06/04 - 4:13 p.m.
the atrocities of school I [can't] forget...
2004-10-06 - 2:36 a.m.
fall [ob]session.
10/02/04 - 10:04 p.m.
you make pretty daisies...
09/29/04 - 10:28 a.m.
injury and ill health free to a good home.
09/28/04 - 10:17 p.m.
I know I come to you only when in need.
09/24/04 - 8:13 p.m.
you ask how my day was.
09/24/04 - 10:19 a.m.
eleven things you didn't know before.
08/27/04 - 12:47 p.m.
me, the phone, and the papa-man.
08/25/04 - 3:10 p.m.
you say 'get a life' like it's easy.
08/23/04 - 3:58 p.m.
umbrella in the rain.
08/23/04 - 11:57 a.m.
staff >should< know better.
08/19/04 - 8:46 p.m.
now that we're here, so far away.>
08/19/04 - 5:55 a.m.
oh, love bless the appetite.
08/18/04 - 7:31 p.m.
just... sue, could you give it a kiss from me?
08/18/04 - 4:14 p.m.
homesick li'l cheesehead.
08/18/04 - 10:04 a.m.
this was not supposed to be a metaphor!
08/17/04 - 6:38 p.m.
careful of that hammer.
08/16/04 - 6:38 p.m.
the good, the bad, and the infuriatingly ridiculous.
08/13/04 - 7:36 p.m.
just sad...
08/12/04 - 2:04 p.m.
there's more. as always. more thoughts than I have energy to think them.
08/11/04 - 8:35 p.m.
even one's too many.
08/11/04 - 10:21 a.m.
once there was a [girl] who woke up - with BLUE HAIR!
08/09/04 - 5:08 p.m.
you so totally rock, squirt!
08/06/04 - 8:25 p.m.
one of the long, detailed entries as in the olden days...
08/05/04 - 8:05 p.m.
you say, what's the worst thing that could happen on a bus? and I say, have you heard of Frida Kahlo?
08/01/04 - 12:03 p.m.
actually, it's a *lot* like heart medicine...
07/30/04 - 11:14 a.m.
dissent!
07/29/04 - 5:15 a.m.
is this real? or am I dreaming?
07/26/04 - 9:13 p.m.
where the hell have I been is a rather legitimate question, actually.
07/26/04 - 11:41 a.m.
different sort of blues.
07/23/04 - 9:58 p.m.
not letting me go.
07/20/04 - 12:41 p.m.
i wake up in the morning and I wonder.
07/19/04 - 4:06 p.m.
check-in. my pulse.
07/20/04 - 10:50 a.m.
who would care if I went ahead and punched the wall?
0718/04 - 8:34 p.m.
that time an actual entry pushed through the rubbish...
07/18/04 - 9:47 a.m.
real time canvas.
07/14/04 - 6:48 p.m.
nice work, boys.
07/14/04 - 11:43 a.m.
the second time around.
07/12/04 - 12:19 p.m.
keep your eyes on your own keyboard.
07/11/04 - 8:33 p.m.
sloganator.
07/11/04 - 10:17 a.m.
survey says?
07/10/04 - 9:24 a.m.
not so obvious.
07/09/04 - 6:54 p.m.
shh. it's been a secret far too long.
07/09/04 - 1:40 p.m.
you have a lie in your teeth.
2004-07-13 - 10:45 a.m.
you did what?
07/08/04 - 8:25 p.m.
I, hate. I, hate. I, hate.
07/06/04 - 9:15 p.m.
sweetsad.
07/06/04 - 12:01 p.m.
queer little miracle.
07/05/04 - 12:52 p.m.
i'm going under.
07/04/04 - 10:49 a.m.
the beginning goes nowhere.
07/02/04 - 10:35 a.m.
randomnesses.
06/30/04 - 10:55 a.m.
there once was a woman named mary. // who wrote lyric referencing harry. // and when it was done, she'd admit she'd had fun // but sharing she still found was scary.
06/28/04 - 8:37 p.m.
sad little girl.
06/26/04 - 8:17 p.m.
and now for something completely similar.
06/26/04 - 8:01 p.m.
fashionably late.
06/25/04 - 11:18 a.m.
happy talk keep talking happy talk.
06/23/04 - 7:46 p.m.
devoted sisters.
06/23/04 - 8:05 a.m.
what will probaby be one of many random marriage entries.
06/21/04 - 7:20 p.m.
i wanta go home. with you. and nobody else. will do...
06/21/04 - 11:12 a.m.
according to our mother you're our father.
06/19/04 - 10:24 p.m.
pre-padre-day.
06/19/04 - 9:50 p.m.
everything will be wonderful someday.
06/18/04 - 9:46 p.m.
the moment I jumped off of it was the moment I touched down...
06/17/04 - 10:11 p.m.
all mixed-up...
06/14/04 - 11:12 p.m.
i can learn to do it. pull yourself together, and you'll pull through it.
2004-06-13 - 10:09 p.m.
if I sit here any longer trying to come up with a title, I'll fall asleep across the keyboard and erase it all. ok?
06/10/04 - 8:48 p.m.
harry is the one you think you'll marry...
06/10/04 - 10:56 a.m.
fine tuning.
06/09/04 - 11:11 a.m.
protect my sleeping children.
06/08/04 - 5:33 p.m.
come home with me.
06/06/04 - 6:22 p.m.
celebrate!
06/04/04 - 7:20 p.m.
how it goes.
05/31/04 - 10:34 p.m.
oh and.
05/30/04 - 3:52 p.m.
report.
05/30/04 - 2:08 p.m.
operation saturation.
05/30/04 - 10:29 a.m.
operation i-can-too-have-it.
05/29/04 - 12:21 p.m.
we interrupt this entry to do more exciting things.
05/27/04 - 11:44 p.m.
relentless rambling resumed.
05/27/04 - 7:59 p.m.
just add water.
05/27/04 - 4:02 p.m.
i did sleep. mmm, sleep.
05/27/04 - 10:11 a.m.
well, you're never gonna get it.
05/23/04 - 11:52 p.m.
reinstating the lines of communication, per the process.
05/21/04 - 10:05 p.m.
i'm two-and-three-quarters today...
05/19/04 - 10:04 p.m.
why I need sleep. now.
05/18/04 - 10:14 p.m.
pinpointing the exact location of suckville.
05/18/04 - 6:45 p.m.
so that's what's up with me.
05/16/04 - 5:04 p.m.
i'm tracing your face up in space...
05/13/04 - 10:00 p.m.
i'll turn to a friend. someone that understands.
05/13/04 - 11:47 a.m.
friendship-fiending.
05/12/04 - 9:26 p.m.
(together) like the two...hands...of a prayer.
05/10/04 - 10:02 p.m.
let mary sleep, and for that she'll be more than grateful.
05/10/04 - 11:25 a.m.
icicle, icicle where are you going...
05/07/04 - 12:10 p.m.
and if you call, I will answer. ...
05/04/04 - 11:15 p.m.
sources say decreased rambling corresponds with a temporary decrease in thought-having.
05/04/04 - 11:31 a.m.
little victories.
05/03/04 - 8:28 p.m.
nashville ramblings: theme #1.
05/02/04 - 9:29 p.m.
people who need people need help. (in some ways. and might be getting it.)
04/29/04 - 9:40 p.m.
holy cabooses.
04/26/04 - 6:59 p.m.
& there are many thing that I . would like to say to you . but I don't know how...
04/25/04 - 9:45 p.m.
when I give my heart.
04/25/04 - 12:40 p.m.
like a pacifier. a baby's thumb. or a lollipop.
04/23/04 - 8:28 p.m.
insert orange cautionary signs here.
04/23/04 - 10:00 a.m.
the one with all the ellipses. no, wait, that's every entry.
04/21/04 - 9:56 p.m.
leaving Rogers, take two.
04/20/04 - 8:51 p.m.
the late update. latest, at least.
04/20/04 - 5:44 p.m.
take me home and leave me there.
04/20/04 - 9:32 a.m.
room mess.
04/19/04 - 6:45 p.m.
at last... my love has come along.
04/15/04 - 9:14 p.m.
have i got everything? am i ready to go?
04/14/04 - 10:09 p.m.
you're all I want. you're all I need. you're everything.
04/14/04 - 8:47 p.m.
this can't be love because I feel so well!
04/12/04 - 10:46 p.m.
she loves me, yeah, yeah, yeah!
04/11/04 - 12:18 p.m.
you make pretty daisies. *
2004-04-10 - 10:09 p.m.
do I have what it takes to give...
04/09/04 - 10:59 p.m.
synapsis of a successful session. [insert giddy smile]
04/08/04 - 9:26 p.m.
you'll say it's really good to see you :: you'll say I missed you horribly.
04/08/04 - 11:41 a.m.
the banner says a goldfish's attention span is three seconds. but if you have food pellets, they'll remember you for life.
04/07/04 - 2:24 p.m.
whee indie.
04/06/04 - 10:56 a.m.
when the fancy meets the phrase!
04/05/04 - 9:51 p.m.
and I - want to get free !
04/05/04 - 3:24 p.m.
i'm alright. i'm alright. it only hurts when i breathe.
04/04/04 - 9:21 p.m.
say goodnight.
04/04/04 - 7:28 p.m.
skirting around the sadness. (temporarily.)
04/04/04 - 10:55 a.m.
mission, question, apology, memage.
04/03/04 - 10:06 p.m.
and I feel it like a sickness / how this love is killing me.
04/03/04 - 3:24 p.m.
then, they expected.. miracles.
03/31/04 - 9:03 p.m.
i would walk five hundred miles & i would walk five hundred more.
03/31/04 - 12:55 p.m.
one of these days, I'll write a real entry again. one of these days.
03/30/04 - 2:04 p.m.
hello, nervous breakdown.
03/29/04 - 10:29 a.m.
[more] less-than-eloquent bitching about insurance.
03/28/04 - 9:18 p.m.
because a note posted in this journal is a helpful reminder I exist.
03/26/04 - 9:27 p.m.
it's been a long, long day.
03/26/04 - 12:00 p.m.
calls my name. calls my name.
03/24/04 - 8:24 p.m.
someone is on your side. no one is alone.
03/24/04 - 2:15 p.m.
audience involvement.
03/23/04 - 10:19 p.m.
:my roots are planted in the past // and though my life is changing fast // who I am is who I want to be:
03/22/04 - 11:36 a.m.
unraveling.
03/18/04 - 11:06 p.m.
we will not return to our regularly scheduled program. we will not promise logic, sense, or eloquence. we'll spill paint on the page till sleep comes.
03/18/04 - 9:44 a.m.
this is not real ! this is not really happening
03/17/04 - 9:10 p.m.
oh, you will find peace there, sleeping by your side:.:
03/15/04 - 8:28 p.m.
living for the only thing i know.
03/13/04 - 6:41 p.m.
promise me.
03/11/04 - 9:55 p.m.
( tip me over and pour me out. >
03/10/04 - 9:46 p.m.
i know we. are. we are the lucky ones.
03/09/04 - 4:06 p.m.
on my knees again. on my stomach, pleading.
03/05/04 - 9:55 p.m.
you are not alone (believe me.)
03/03/04 - 9:04 p.m.
you make the call. now, all you have to do is say the word.
03/03/04 - 6:10 p.m.
if I could heal your wounds with words of love.
03/01/04 - 8:24 p.m.
::when they ask how far love goes..::
02/29/04 - 11:32 p.m.
february was so long that it lasted into march.
02/28/04 - 10:25 p.m.
you pray . and I'll plan.
02/25/04 - 9:40 p.m.
listen as your day unfolds // challenge what the future holds::
02/24/04 - 11:24 p.m.
proud mary, keep on burnin' ->
02/23/04 - 3:28 p.m.
rambling. the price of peace.
02/18/04 - 8:01 p.m.
it's a bad day. / you're my medicine.
02/17/04 - 4:07 p.m.
brrrrrrrrrrings
02/17/04 - 11:44 a.m.
after nineteen times around...
02/14/04 - 9:44 a.m.
(i'll be holding you - like i always do)
02/13/04 - 10:30 p.m.
doctor once, doctor twice, good old doctors with advice.
02/11/04 - 6:28 p.m.
red valentines.
02/11/04 - 4:02 p.m.
sadness[ ] finds its way [ ] onto me.
02/10/04 - 10:08 p.m.
venting so as to keep my cool.
02/09/04 - 8:04 p.m.
maybe we're a bliss of another kind.
02/06/04 - 8:05 p.m.
i'm no heroine [] at least, not last time i checked. *
02/04/04 - 12:31 p.m.
never forget you're alive. never forget you are loved and worthy.
02/01/04 - 10:31 p.m.
dial-a-love.
01/30/04 - 11:06 p.m.
if friends were flowers, I'd pick you. ^
01/30/04 - 6:23 p.m.
the doctor who can't fix my throat but patches up my heart on a regular basis.
01/30/04 - 11:30 a.m.
how many words does it take to get to the center of what you don't have to say?
01/29/03 - 9:58 p.m.
again the narrative is based solely on the girl-writer's inability to let several days go by unmarked, even if they are by nature unremarkable.
01/26/04 - 10:50 p.m.
a higher wisdom and a love, and I am in its hands...
01/25/04 - 8:15 p.m.
you say that things change, my dear.
01/24/04 - 6:59 p.m.
I'm a chipper cheerful free-for-all, and I light up a room. *
01/24/04 - 1:31 p.m.
godspeed.
01/21/04 - 6:55 p.m.
have virus, will donate.
01/20/03 - 3:25 p.m.
on the ..bumpy.. road to love .
01/18/03 - 3:45 p.m.
embrace me, my irreplaceable you.
01/15/04 - 10:10 p.m.
here where I'm not.
01/12/04 - 7:20 p.m.
winter, spring, summer, or fall.
01/11/04 - 7:50 p.m.
left to deal with the aftermath .again..
01/10/04 - 2:15 p.m.
it's just a matter of time.*...
01/05/04 - 8:16 p.m.
january miracles.
01/04/04 - 8:53 p.m.
: i - was - starting to think - that I couldn't fight..>:
01/03/04 - 7:03 p.m.
to sail the deep and tranquil sea.
01/01/04 - 10:21 p.m.
don't be shy; just let your feelings roll on by...